This has been wearing on my soul for quite sometime. I've struggled with anxiety and depression since I was in high school but was not diagnosed until I was 20 years old. I just want to inform people on what it is like to feel this way and absolutely lose control of the person you... Continue Reading →
This isn’t goodbye 🇨🇱⚾️
It feels weird being outside of the diamond. I know for Justin it isn't easy he doesn't know what to expect or where he is going next he just knows baseball. I haven't been this hopeful in a long time. Most people may see this has an end as a loss but it isn't. This... Continue Reading →
Identity-Middle school 4 life
This was my first year as a full time middle school coach and I wasn't sure what to expect. Even though I have been in the educational field for 5 years I was not the head coach/teacher which was still extremely terrifying. Especially the fact that I was going to be working with teenagers instead... Continue Reading →
Outcast
I throw out the cast I pray someone hooks it I see the difference in me I am the outcast No one will reel in the hook I'm the difference no one will see The cast has been thrown I see how I've grown I no longer care what people see I am the outcast... Continue Reading →
If it’s meant to be…it will be
So I'm struggling. I've been struggling not just with the crazy baseball life but with my life as a grown adult just trying to figure out who and what I am doing. This offseason was a rough one that I do not mind sharing because I think it could help other couples. Justin and I... Continue Reading →
2 Worlds
Sitting here at the airport I'm stuck between two worlds. I live a life back home where I work and do my day to day tasks stuck in a loop searching for the next day to be over. Looking for tomorrow because the world I truly want to be in is his. I have been... Continue Reading →
The Centennial State: Offseason Shenanigans
Of course I missed the chance to take a good video of Justin attempting to climb this enormous rock....lol The greatest part of our trip was being able to go to the Mile-High Stadium @ Sports Authority field to watch the Denver Broncos. It was an incredible experience as an NFL fan, the stadium shook... Continue Reading →
Grad School: The Truth
Recently I started my masters program and for me that is a huge deal. School for me was never a priority growing up, but I had to change that once I became an athlete. I wasn't the greatest at it and my early childhood education failed me. I was very ADD and I know I... Continue Reading →
Marriage may be everything to you, but it’s not to me.
I'm seriously tired of being looked at funny because I am not already married to my boyfriend. After I tell people we have been together for 5 years they look at me with those overcritical eyes and I know I'm about to hear: Overcritical person: " and he hasn't asked you to marry him yet..." ... Continue Reading →
